I've got to get over it...

It's the nerves... I wish I didn't have them... when I have to get up in front of people and talk about my artwork I'm not usually too scared... but when I have to call someone I know on the phone and talk to them - it freaks me out. I know fear is good in some cases but I wish I would just get over it.

I can feel the tension rising in my back... it's working its way up to my neck... it's going to get the best of me...

It's times like these I wish I had a _______ fill in the blank.