I've gone and done it.

I signed up for the Torchlight 8k race the end of July. If anyone out there wants to run with me let me know. It should be interesting.

I almost feel in control today... in control of everything that needs to be controlled. (my bowels, my eating habits etc...).

I went to Fred Meyer's and bought myself a belt. My pants kept falling down so I thought I might as well try one out. The old fat me would have never thought of using a belt. It's kind of fun... I'm still not quite to the point of tucking things in but we'll see.