Stressed for the following reasons....

I have to start thinking about my next show.

I am not currently liking my job. Okay, I don't mind the job - it's just hard to work with people who talk trash about you.

I'm single.. not that that's anything to stress about.... I'm just tired of being a dud when it comes to my social life.

The "I'm a fraud as an artist" feeling is creeping back in.

I wish I had clarity - the only thing I know is that I am in love with a new store in Lake City - it's called the Beer Authority. Too bad I don't drink.

Stress is working it's way...

if I had access to the following things I would eat them right now.

A pound of bacon.

ding dongs

Cherry Cordial ice cream

chocolate cream pie with whipped cream on top (any kind of whipped cream - it could even be the fake stuff).

Potato chips with ranch dip.

Buffalo Wings with blue cheese dressing

Cheese sticks (the deep fried variety - they have to be breaded and fried)

nachos

Pop Secret Homestyle brand popcorn

fish and chips

spaghetti and meatballs

chocolate milk

big hunks

ginger lemon creme cookies


I would eat those all and then I would explode. I'm sure I would be missed.

Hello Kitty!

I will give you all a recap of the parade later on but here is my personal favorite. Hello Kitty!

I have some bad news... my camera officially died yesterday. It will no longer zoom. Guess who has to buy a new camera today! That's just another expenditure I didn't need (which is added to the cost of frames, matting, packing materials etc...). I wish I wouldn't get so stressed out about things - but it's easier said than done.

I am planning on going to the Today show this morning. It should be crowded... but I don't have to worry about sign placement so it might be easier (less stressful).

I guess I better go. I promise to update I heart Ann soon.

It's been a wild week.

It turns out that most of the rest of my family got sick as well this week. On Wednesday Max got sick all over our dining room floor and wall... (and I think I may want to have kids?).. Katie and Hilary were sick yesterday..

At least I'm not pregnant! Not that I thought I was but there are such things as the immaculate conception right?

The big thing that was stressing me out the other night has been resolved and I'm feeling pretty good. I slept nine hours last night... it doesn't really make up for only two the night before but it will do for now.

I've got a lot to figure out in the next few weeks... it should be exciting.... I may actually even go out on what I like to call a "meet and greet" this weekend. My ww leader Lisa (in Chicago) has a pseudo cousin here in the Seattle area and thought we should meet. It's been a comedy of errors trying to arrange schedules but it might just work out this weekend.

Well, since I decided to sleep in I should probably get a move on.

Happy Friday.

aye yai yai yai yai! (phonetically spelled)

I'm feeling stressed today. I have student loans coming due, I have no income and I have a great urge to make myself feel better by shoveling food into my mouth.

I know my family will not let me become destitute but still I hate being reliant on other people. I think today I will go through items that I might be able to sell on craigslist and try to raise some cash. Too bad I don't believe in prostitution.... too bad I'm too old to sell my eggs. Too bad I don't have a sugar daddy.



These ducks were at Greenlake the other day... they were there yesterday as well... ya think they might live there?