Okay, the title of this post is a bit misleading... I did go to the roller derby last night and it was fun. I think I may go back again in the future... unfortunately this was the last bout of the season... it seems like it would be a fun thing to do in the winter to get out... I can even walk down to the Seattle Center to do it...
The only drama I have in my life right now is getting my apartment clean in the near future... I think I am going to be having company next weekend. I wonder if I will ever have a truly clean apartment... Maybe if I had someone to clean for other than myself. Maybe If I had a maid. Maybe if I had a bucket to go with my mop... maybe if I didn't have all these excuses...
Switching gears to me (okay, the above paragraphs were all about me too).... this morning in class I had a woman in it who is in a wheelchair. She was able to get up on the bike and able to vary her resistance to get a good workout.... it was nice to see.
This afternoon I am going to go visit Dad. It's been a few weeks since I've been there. I was going to go last week, but my cold prohibited me from going..... I like going to visit but I get very apprehensive. You never know what you're going to get. Is he going to be cranky, is he going to be sleeping?? Is he going to be making sense? I always feel better when I get there but it's hard sometimes.
The other day I had a voicemail from my sister and my first thought was that something had happened to my Dad... it didn't have anything to do with that, but still it made me a bit nervous.
Sometimes I think it might be easier if I had someone else to go visit him with me... it sucks to be alone sometimes.
This week I am back to my crazy teaching schedule (I need more pants) and getting prepared for my Long Walk. (oh, and the cleaning...).